A lot left unsaid

It was one of those quite wednesdays when I felt extremely hard to comprehend my thoughts. Hence could not find anyone with whom I can share all that I wish and want, hence I automatically logged on to blogger, only to realize even blogger has changed, eh:) It says 'Switch to the new blogger' albeit I still have to figure out whats new in this:D Today, I missed all of those buddies here (on blogger) who calmly listened to all my whinings patiently and offered a word of advise or two or whined with me together:( I dont understand, what I was doing in the past 3 months since I last made that post, sharing my happiness with all of you:) and spending the better part of my youth behind closed doors of my laboratory..ughh Besides, worrying about what the future beholds... Its that when, I went back to 'SUNSCREEN' which acts as a therapeutic for me, each time I am low..I read some of its lines to me for the 'n'th time today... "Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday." Maybe its true, nevertheless, I worry anyways..: As I sit back on my couch typing this, all I see is the dawn of March 1...No..! I aint getting married or anything:P But, it marks the first step I will be making towards the aisle...[Again I am not talking about walking down the 'wedding aisle':P] but the aisle which I dreamt to walk on since I joined my PhD program! I wont get into the tchnical jargon of it, but only to say that, thats one day which holds the key to my future! Two paths exist from there...either I be succesful or I be doomed...:O but in certain things of life the second options JUST do not exist!!! and in either ways, thats not the end of world........... On the lighter side, Orkut has just been too good for me!! I cannot believe the number of people I met whom I assumed to have disappeared from the face of earth! One friend who dropped me a message 'Hi! do you remember me? We used to meet in Mumbai Locals' [yeay!aisa bhi hota hai..Yeh hai Bambai Nagariya]:) Just last week, I had a friend from my 11th grade (back in 1995) visiting me after 12 long years!!!! Thats precisely what the SUNSCREEN says as well "Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you were young" Not many people, bother keeping in touch with friends from high school..and maybe our lives gets the better of us..but I have indeed been forunate of not letting friendships be a function of time and distance:) And I am glad that of all the people that I could have been, I have made an excellent choice:P Hope you guys still check out this space, and I promise to be a part of your worlds too:)